We will miss you:

Wake service Thursday August 13,2009 5:30pm @ Mililani cemetary Mauka Chapel followed by refreshments.
Mass & burial Friday August 14,2009 @ 8:00am St. Joseph Church Waipahu. After mass 11am @ burial site Mililani cemetary.

Well the band has a show coming up and you all are invited!!!

Its gonna be on 12/06 at Anna Banana's. Which is close to UH right across of the Safeway there. So Come and attend~~~ It'll be FUUUUN!!!!

Tickets are $10 from me, $12 at the door, and a WHOOPING $15 dollars at the door if you are under 21!!!

So it's best if you buy the tickets from me. You guys can message me or call me at 808-542-3196.

This morning for veterans day Kathy and I went to Sizzlers to eat breakfast. We were just going about our business until I decided to grab some watermelons. So I'm eating it and the people next to us we're leaving, but the white old veteran dude comes up to me and said,

"Have you seen the Obama comic strip?"

I said, "Um. No."

He replied back, "You know how they caught Obama?" "They put a watermelon on a stick! Ha ha ha."

Taps my shoulder and leaves. Lol. Don't you just love it when white guys tells racist jokes.

So that's why this saturday my friends and I are gonna go eat at popeye's.

The band has been active since we got a new singer and guitarist and that's a good thing. Since then every practice we've been having lots of catchy originals. Thanks to the direction of the singer which we didn't even have before. Oh, and our guitarist looks like Johnny Depp... hahaha, but don't tell him that.

So if you're 21 and over come to the show. If not, you still young you don't know about life!

So here I was on the comp. eating my delicious saimin whilst surfing the internet. Then I looked into the bowl. "WTF where is my fishcake!"

So I finished it ignoring the fact it disappeared.

So I grabbed another bowl, put hot water, let it sit, and started to eat again. This time I looked inside to make sure my fishcake was in there and it was.

So I go back to eating it tasting the salty flavor from a Styrofoam bowl and again "WTF WHERE IS MY FISHCAKE!"

So either I'm going insane or somethings eating my fishcake. MMM!

So yummy.

Be Happy everyone!!!

OI! My birthday is coming up on Sept. 19 and we are going to go to TODAI's. The meeting time is around 7:30 so if you guys are gonna come just go there. See you all there or THE WORLD WILL EXPLODE!

I DANCE!!!

so yeah my mouth feels better now. still hurts time to time, but it's not as bad as it was before. thanks to my awesome rapid healing ability. here's a youtube vid of my bro:

It's been awhile seberyone. Well as an Update I pulled out my three wisdom teeth so my face is swollen, but the pain is bearable cause I'm under VICODIN!

"I feel like dying..." don't you get that sometimes. It's not suicidal, but somewhat a release from your outer shell. Sometimes for a reason you also pick the time of release. For me it's wednesday. My friend once told me that can't die or shouldn't until you accomplished everything you needed to do in life. I took those in as words of wisdom. When I do pass someday my wish is that I'm allowed to travel the universe. I want to see all the beautiful things ever created. Although, you can already do that looking into your lovers eyes. Everyone have a good one.

yeessss click on the BUTTON! TO TAKE YOUR PERSONALITY!!! then click on the compability after your done with your test because WE ARE ALL IN A RELATIONSHIP!!!

So yeah I finally graduate this Friday! WOOT! Along with BUUZEN, so give us like 10,000 dollars each so we can enter a good college or buy lots of videogames.  ha ha.  As of right now I have no specific plans on what to do after graduation, but I do have a goal which is to be a Doctor of Psychology.  I don't know if what I said earlier cancels out each other, but I'm a mysterious guy and people love mysterious, handsome, and charming guys, like me. 

Well here is a poem I made for the she-devil in my life.  It's basically a summary of how we met....

What have I looked upon and what have I seen
Perhaps, Perhaps an angel in my dreams
I've always angered for I could not find what was to be found
Until I joined the church, and seen you there sitting around

 
You looked so beautiful with your long black hair
That I couldn't help myself, but to just stare
Your eyes were so full with kindness and love
I wanted you so, I was hoping we'd fit perfect, like a hand to a glove

 
Then one faithful day an accident did occur
I was too mesmerized by you being there, my mind was a blur
Then I mustered my courage to speak when you did
But I was unsure of my feelings because so good it hid

 
Then I pushed myself to learn about you more
I took the chance knowing you might push, leaving me sore
But you didn't and my soul filled with glee
I was so happy that you accepted and spoke to me

 
Days went by, weeks, and then we started to walk
It would last for hours; all the same we also talked
Then as time went by we started to hold hands, and soon we hugged
When we did, as I felt you hold, it felt nice and snug

 
So one day, finally I mustered my courage and asked you to be mine
But your situation seemed difficult, that night the stars didn't shine
Still and more so, I asked you again and again, until the stars shone
At first you said no, but stopped me and told me, yes, on our way home

So thats the sample of how awesomely romantic I am.  Well Y'all have a good one Y'hear!

Today I had fun, but NO ONE GAVE ME ANYTHING!  SO I AM ANGRY!!! RAWR!!!!

I had fun!  From the police flirting with me to singing "She Bangs" bukbuk version to seeing the most jacked-up drawings of me.  Awesome! why cant everyday be like this. 

~We are vampire repellent for a whole year.

Does anyone have a Digital tablet that they can give me for FREE!!! or cheap?

today i felt so weak and sluggish.  when i was working my legs were wobbly and i just wanted to drop.  hmm i wonder if i'm EVOLVING!!! and i would lose my legs and just levitate from now on.  i'm awesome.

Buuzen raped me... :Tear:

This was my first time in a long time going back to kawaii kon, and it was different compared to when I went to it when it was still going on at the Ala Moana Hotel. It was also different because I spent my time not as a customer, but more like a person helping out my friends. It was quite tiring and fun at the same time because I wasn't really held down to a certain area and most of the time if I wanted to help it was voluntarily. I wasn't forced to nor paid to, it was all done with my desire in my heart.

I had lots of fun taking pictures of cos-players which was a first for me and felt more pedo and rapist than a photographer doing it, since majority of my photo's consisted of cute girls I was struck by fandom being in a place where everyone shares almost similar interest with me and recognizes things I would, but the thing that probably hit me the most was the freedom I had at those moments.

Another highlights of the kon weekend were the little times I spent with my friends intimately Most of the time we didn't have any time together other than the ones spent in the hotel rooms and the last day to bring our friend to the airport, but we learned about each other a lot faster than; for example, seeing each other for a couple hours each day at school. Although, I actually don't know what I really said about the "knowing each other faster" thing I just want to state the fact that I really had fun and share a friendship with these old and new friends.

PENIS!... mood breaker; i hate being emotional

Back to topic; one of the last highlights in this kon was all the interesting people I got to observe and meet. It was a mecca of different personalities differing everywhere. From people being true to themselves to being fake and lame for attention and to the psychotics ;D "read my story!"

I had my laughs in this kawaii kon and hope that it'll be the same for the next kon. Maybe next kon I'll actually participate in cos-playing and I'm tired, so my journal is not organized in what I want to say, it feels like I'm just blurting anything I'm thinking about the whole weekend.

I'm tired, my tooth in the back of my jaw is swollen, I'm lacking sexual satisfaction, it's back to lame boring time, but I'm glad to have made new friends, and been able to smile and love this weekend.

I wish I was a weak hearted person who wouldn't have any confidence at all.  To just constantly wait for someone to pick me up.  Just lazily lay about until someone comes for me and holds me high.  I'm tired of being a support when no one will support me at all.  I'm tired of holding them up, and I'm tired of smiling.  Seclusion sounds promising and the darkness is "sweet" tempting.  I wish I wish I wish! I FUCKEN WISH!

But...

It's because I hold them up from the darkness they dwell... That I let them stand so they don't die... That I smile for them just to see them smile is what makes living worth it despite all my selfish needs.  I want to be strong for the people I love, and be thankful that they are the lights in my eyes.

Now... do I have to tell them?

HAH! I DO WHAT I WANT!

but think about it